Lately, been wondering "what if" for tons of things,
Lately, just wanna read new books,
Takes new roads,
Fulfill mind with something new,
Just need to save money as much as I can, 
Less stress job, now i got it. Happy for me
I realize, I'm happy for what I've been thru, because of all those chaotic things,
I'm here.

And hey, I'm still sad because being alone, and im happy because im alone, 

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